Positive future thinking: Trial

After give it some thoughts, I think I want to try this positive future thinking things. The truth I always afraid of making up plans after my biggest failure few years back. I don't even dare to make a plan for future week. I used to be a girl with great plan and have the ability to follow up through that plan no matter what happens. But now, fears really caught me. The fears of failure.

Enough with negative thinking! Lets started,

Next week plan: 

  1. Finish up chapter 5! - main priority

  2. Scale translation. 

Next month plan (next 2 weeks)

  1. Finish pilot study - including analysis

  2. Meeting the agent. 

  3. Start phase 2 data collections. 

This year plan

  1. Finish up master 

  2. Finish first layout for book business. 

Next 5 years plan:

  1. Trending Bookstore. 

  2. Finish PhD 

  3. Married a person that I truly love. 

Thats that. It freaks me out even listing it like this. Can I do it? Well, what's the point of trying positive future thinking if I don't be positive about it. I can do this. I will do this. I am still awesome! Confident! 

Nevertheless, it is not necessary to have a vivid plan for future but it helps to have guidelines and knowing what you really what. But if you still not sure what you gonna do for the future, don't worry! Just be positive that everything is gonna be ok. 

The difference between past and future is that you still have a choice to make and you have every rights to shape it to something you want. As for the past, it is the furthest thing from you because no matter how long you go, you can never reach it. 

So, be positive about your future and most importantly, Be gentle with yourself! No one is important as you in your life!